maybe you need to examine your worldview.
I am a christian. I believe "there is a single and simple spiritual being, whom we call God -- eternal, incomprehensible, unchangeable, infinite, almighty, completely wise, just, and good, and the overflowing source of all good."
I have opinions, informed I hope by biblical truth, about creation, eschatology, law and liberty, sexual ethics, money, etc. But for me the fundamental issue is the Person of Jesus Christ and His substitutionary atonement on the cross. I also know that some may think me a fool for holding to faith in things unseen. I hear and read mocking of my worldview every day but don't feel the need to kill those who mock. The God who spoke all things into being by the power of His word can handle disdain and disrespect without my help.